Yes, I felt free after having an abortion.
In case you are just tuning in check my previous post for My Abortion Story.
I aborted the foetus of low self-esteem.
Who low self-esteem EPP sef?😁
I knew I had great potentials, a driving force deep inside of me keeps telling me you are a solution to your world but I always had a way of shutting it.
I had a limiting belief that made me reached some limiting decisions.
I was afraid, this time it wasn’t the fear of failure but the fear of success. I was always concerned about what people will say if they hear I did this, won’t they think I’m being proud.
These battles kept happening in my mind. My conscious and unconscious mind was in conflict.
The limiting belief kept me in the dark, it kept me in my shell for so long. I was so comfortable in that shell-like “I’m okay in this one-one conversation with people, don’t want any show off”, hmmm.
Lesson learnt: if you think you know, and no one knows that you know, you know nothing.
Okay, let’s continue our story.
Even when I had the urge and push to talk in the crowd at some points, a limiting voice would arise.
During these periods funny enough, I still had friends that came to me for advice and I will do excellently well. Got praises from those I talked to but after that the battles within starts again.
I attended seminars, conferences, read my Bible, motivational books, etc.
And then one day, just one day, my unconscious and conscious mind came to a meeting point. My spirit rose up, I started to see myself the way God sees me and I began to speak mighty positive words to myself.
It was like the morning dew was all over me.
I knew the time has come.
I knew it was a new dawn for me.
Note: My healing came when I started to discover myself.
Are you still in that shell?
Do you still think that massive success is made for some certain persons?
Do you still have some limiting beliefs that has made you to make some limiting decisions like:
- I have to work hard to make money.
- Life is a struggle, you must struggle to succeed
- I don’t have a lot he resources I need to succeed.
- I can’t have a great relationship
- Relationships never last.
- I can’t do it, that’s how I am.
These and many more are some of the limiting decisions you have made.
Mere confessions can’t deliver you from these limiting decisions. Positive affirmations are very good but it doesn’t completely heal us.
Your focus becomes your reality. You’ve focused on those decisions for too long and that has made you what you are today.
The very moment you decide to attach meaning to things, they have defined that way automatically.
Sweetheart your case might be different, you might not have to go through what I went through before breaking from limiting beliefs.
Are you looking for someone to talk to about that pain, abuse, limiting beliefs, past mistakes?
Do you need help?
You need to break from it.
You need to be at cause.
I can be that help you seek.
Hit my inbox now and let’s take you to the journey of self-discovery.